Monday, January 31, 2005

PMS for Ryan

Every month about this time I get all kinds of nervous. It has nothing to do with the phase of the moon, hormone levels, or low blood sugar. My monthly bout with anxiety is exclusively due to that time of month - rent day. My balances are low and I continue to hope beyond all reason that this month all will pay on time. I often question whether this is worth the ulcers I am causing myself - I sure hope so.