Showing posts with label Psychology. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Psychology. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 8, 2005

Quick Recipe for Mental Disaster

Here is Ryan's quick recipe to mental exhaustion and negative self-evaluation.

I get frustrated quite easily. In my mind, a mild problem can turn into what seems like a hopeless situation in no time. This is not good. I tend to jump from one project to another, apparently seeking out some sort of dork endorphin rush - but if I don't get that rush within this unconscious threshold I fold and move on to the next endeavor in the seemingly endless sea of geekdom. A lot of times rather than simply moving on, I feel the need to throw a little conniption - you know, because "the man" has done me wrong by not giving me my quick dose of happy.

I am like a hedonist, concerning myself only with short-term bursts of accomplishment. Steven Covey would say that I lack a "personal mission statement". By not having this ability to start with the end in mind, I end up building my pride on an erratic foundation of questionable endevors. Needless to day, the vicissitudes can hit hard.